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It's been some times..
This LJ seems very old and so out of date..
But actually, I've made some post to be private so that I will not feel worry to tell this LJ to everyone..
Have fun in your stay and I've decided to post several links for Japanese song and PV here..
But I will start it after my test..
so have fun on waiting :D
- Location:snow castle
- Mood:
bouncy - Music:Soba ni Iru ne-Aoyama Thelma feat SoulJa
HAHAHAHAHAHA
that's not a happy laugh.. that's a stress laugh..
Tests is over! YAY! But don't asked about the result please.. >.<
Math--> AWFUL-HORRIBLE-HORROR or anything like that
Physics--> UNFORGETABLE..
Chemistry--> ..... Actually not too difficult, but I dunno~~
Biology--> yeah.. so-so
I never know that tests can be so depressing.. T__T Well, It's just everything doesn't seem going right. I mean, I studied sooo hard. Might be one of the most serious study I ever had. I don't even stop for computer and don't evern take a short glimpse at the TV. But in fact I just can't do the test well..
Maybe I was being too lazy these late months. I know. Maybe the time for studying that lots of things is just not enough. I know. But I can't change what has happened. I must go on. If I started to think that this won't be enough, I will end up not studying at all >.<
Maybe I push myself to much. I know I can't study well when things seems just too much to handle. But If I don't force myself, I will have less time for study.AAAARGHH.. This is sooo dilemmatic..
However I'm glad that The tests is 100% my work. At least I'm not doing bad things just to reach good score. How bad is the result, it is MY work. I've done my best and I believe that There's no words like failure if I have done my best XD Whatever my result is I will be tahnkful, i promise. That will be a good lesson for me..Good lessons are sometimes costs many things..
every ending is a new beginning.. After this there will be the FINAL TESTS.. and I hope I can give my best there!
Please pray for me. I need that!
Bubye~
Jazz
- Location:around my bed
- Mood:
depressed - Music:Yakusoku no basho-CHEMISTRY
hello there!
Sorry for not updating for a long time
Now, i have to face a week full of tests..
My result for this mid semester is very bad (i've never had such a bad mark like this) so I have to study hard!!
GANBAREEE~~~~
please pray for me.. i need that..
- Location:around the desk
- Mood:
busy - Music:Photograph-Jamie Cullum
Because of you
By Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I try my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
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yeah.. that's life..
ckckcckck.. human is just too complicated..
- Location:around the river
- Mood:
sad - Music:Kimi no Suki na Uta-UVERworld
sorry for not updating
I'm just veryy busy with school things
I really have to prepare for my final tests..
I don't know why but this is the first time that I really feel not ready for tests..
Well.. I just hope for the best
Please pray for me! (yeah I need that)
Things have become so fast, so unorganized and so stressful..
I just hope that I don't get sick easily ( but I have a bigg flu now)
I want my yesasia things to arrive soon..
i really need some entertainment!
Give me a break
give me a break
please.. T____T
| You are 80% Aquarius |
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comment : Yeah after taking this test I realize that I REALLY an Aquarius..
| You Are Batman |
 Billionaire playboy by day. Saving the world by night. And you're not even a true superhero. Just someone with a lot of expensive toys! |
comment : oh yes! I do love batman.. (more than superman) because he's still human and the most understandable super heroes and.. especially because Akira love him also /XD
| You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut |
 You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun. You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life... Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut. To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions. |
Comment : I never know that donut could tell you things like this.. It is 80% true.. 90% maybe.. OMG.. I love donut.. I want to eat donut! Give me! Give me!
- Location:around the bookshelf
- Mood:
exhausted - Music:+ Million - Love by Koichi Domoto
hi there..
I recently do some quiz in www.blogthings.com and found some interesting quiz..
| You Are a Goth! |
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Kinda strange.. but I think it's cool.. I love gothic.. XD
I remember when flood came to Jakarta. me and my cousin stuck up in house. At night we spent by read gothic magazines during the black out with a small emergency light.. hahaha
| Your Pirate Name Is... |
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| Your Pirate Name Is... |
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well.. i personaly think that the girl pirates name is kinda cute /haha
but the boy name is kinda.. freak.. /-_-
well so today's update is just about some quiz
I will update like this if I don't really have time to write much
bubyeee~~
- Location:snow castle, where snow were not there
- Mood:
tired - Music:Ayumi-Blue Bird
Happy Chinese New Year!
Today is chinese new year.. As usual, my family and I went to my relatives' house..
Yesterday, we went to my aunt's house and after that we went to my grandma's house..
we had a wonderful dinner at grandma's house..
I always love her butter sauced prawn..
and today we first went to grandpa and grandma's cemetery, then we went to my another aunt's house..
I miss my cousin.. we'e not really close but i like them..
but i really don't like one of my aunt and her family..
yeah she's just kinda.. annoying and keep commenting on unnecessary things..
hahaha let's forget about her..
OK so this is for today since I need to do my english work..
Bubyeee~~
Hope everyone have a nice day too!
- Location:Snow Castle
- Mood:
nervous - Music:YUI~good-bye days
some random translation from a japanese song..
this translation is not complete
I just took some part that I think meaningful..
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Just what is it that I can do
In the time that I'm limited to...
Which of my feelings that I can't find the words for
Can I tell to you...
I've always kept them locked away
You made the pain in my heart disappear
Now, I'm smiling
Because you cried with me
I'm not alone
Because you'll protect me
I can be strong, I'm not afraid of anything anymore....
Time calms me
And passes together with my pain
Sun light gently shines down
I can't explain it to you in words
So it's alright if you don't smile
If there's something on your mind, then want you to ask me about it anytime
When you're tired, I'll lend you my shoulder
No matter how strong you pretend to be
There are times when you'll let out a sigh
Loneliness is a heavy door to move
If we stand up together, we can start to move it again
Sometimes people get hurt as they're hurting others
Each of our colors are different
But we each of us have our own story
We live our lives as we make it
So never (never), never (never)
Give up...
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Taken from : AI-Story
credits to http://www.mognet.net/
- Location:snow castle
- Mood: exhausted
hellow..
this is my first post on LJ
not in the right time actually, since I will have 2 tests tomorrow..
So, I just post a short update..
I know i should study. my math has become worse than last semester..
My math has never been this worse.. I don't know why..
When the final tests is coming closer, I become as lazy as a donkey..
OMG.. I should stop this bad habit..
OK.. so i'll just study now..
I might not update regularly, but if I have time, i will try to update this LJ
and I also will design the layout although I'm not really good in designing..
So bye foe now!
- Location:Snow castle (but it's hot here)
- Mood:
lazy - Music:AAA-Samurai Heart
